I’ve been spending too much time opn my various fandoms and my constant job hunting as well as hunting for violators and haters that I have been neglecting this blog. I’ve looked through its outdated contents and such and realized how disorganized the entire site turned out to be, not to mention web trends that are constantly changing that my current knowledge of a personal website’s definition has been long outdated.
So, I’ve decided to drop everything and rebuild this entire blog site from scratch. I may still keep some of the content displayed here, but many of them are pretty much considered epic fail or just simply outdated that I feel the need to “reinvent” my (online) presence and find a way to get over the problems and grudges that I have. In short, I plan to “disappear” from the communities for awhile.
In a current fandom, despite that I’m very happy and supportive of my idols, however I’ve been really depressed, completely disappointed, and overall unhappy with the fangroup community. This is the negative side of being in a fandom of an idol or a pair whom you can easily contact and interact easily. Once a fan gets too close, that said fan eventually gets self-absorbed as if that person becomes the “official” PR of those said idols. The saddest part of all is that whenever a major problem arises within this fangroup that rather than having a group meeting and sit down to resolve and find solutions that would fix the issue that most would rather play the “ignore” game and move on as if nothing happened at all. Well guess what! The problem is still going to be there, it’s not going to just “disappear” on its own no matter where you disappear to. That same problem is going to tail you wherever you may run to.
With that said, I’m only making this mere move simply because I really don’t feel like I belong to that “core” fangroup anymore— moreso that all my efforts have been put to waste and that I felt “ousted”. Well then, if that’s what these people want to happen then you already know who to blame if this fangroup suddenly drops and falters up until the organization we were known for becomes chaotic.
That’s it. Time to get to work.